Rosiel's Feathered Box

11.04.2006

Musings

It is currently 05:22 am. I don't give a shit what time this says I posted. My computer think that I live in Africa, anyway. Why not change the time setting? Very simple. That requires about 7 or 8 extra clicks in my day, and with my busy schedual, I just can't afford to waste that kind of time.

I'm really bored, and as usual, I've been thinking about things, and going over things that have happened.

So, here's the news:

I got modded recently at www.varusonline.com. I was actually a bit surprised; I didn't expect anyone there to mod me at all. It's way harder than I thought it would be, but at the same time, very satisfying. It pisses me off when people do certain things, and a lot of those certain things, like flooding, flaming, and trolling, happen to be against the rules. So, I get to actually scream at people doing that.

Luckily, I rarely need to do my job; Varus seems to have a mature community for the most part, although I have a few issues with some idividual users there. One of the things that I really like is that, unlike Gaia, the admin actually post. I always thought that was spiffy - the admin on Gaia act like Gods, while the admin on Varus seem more like really smart police officers.

I'm not trying to say that the Gaia admin are pompous - I understand perfectly well that they probably don't have a lot of time, especially considering Gaia's user base. It's just that the presense of both admin makes Varus seem more like... home.

There are a few things that really piss me off, though. There was something new that was supposed to happen. I was really looking forward to this new thing - and... I don't think we'll ever be able to get it now. I even made stuff for the new thing (I can't tell anyone what it is, because I'm not really supposed to know in the first place), and I worked hard on the stuff for the new thing... and so, I'm really upset that it probably won't come.

I've argued about this with one of the admin for countless times (she's also my code slave for the blog layout), and technically, I shouldn't be angry at her; she hasn't got any control over this. I'm slightly more angry at our other admin, the founder. She's in a situation where she isn't able to get to her server right now... and although I don't know every little detail, I think she could have avoided it - and that she can remedy it - if she'd swallowed her pride for just a little bit.

I mean, I'm not totally mad at her. She's a kind hearted person, and she's very intelligent. I just wonder if she's a little naive sometimes. She's trusting and... just... trusting. Her kindness has put her in situations that aren't good, and had she not been as trusting, she wouldn't be in them. I'm just very annoyed that this happens to be one of the situations that could have been avoided.

Worst of all, I don't have the heart to tell her this. Like I said before, it's not as if she's doing this on purpose or being lazy. She's in a bad situation, and I'm not the kindest with words. I'd get very upset if I made her upset, and I know that something like this will. I just wish I knew what I could do to fix it. All I can do is continue to support the site with everything I've got, because otherwise I'm powerless. It just feels kind of hopless, though, and I'm afraid to say that I'm on the verge of giving up hope. I push on because I care about the two admin, I'm friends with those on the mod squad, the user base is all right, and face it; as one of the Site Artists, my blood and sweat is in that site!

In other news, I started an RP here, on blogger, with my friends. I think it's going pretty well so far, and it too, will have a modified layout once my code slave is feeling better (Ye olde code slave got her wisdom teeth surgically removed, and is in a lot of ye olde pain). It'll have a similar layout to my blog's once it's finished, with a few more modifications and differences. I haven't been this excited about RP for a long, long time. I hope to make it awesome.

It's not much to look at right now, and there aren't very many entries, but if anyone is interested, it can be found here, at http://thesevenrosesbar.blogspot.com/

To read it, you'd have to start from the bottom and work your way up.

I'm working on my comic, but I've run into a few problems. I have the theme, and what I want it to be about, and everything, but I can't figure out how to start off the comic well, and if I should do it completely by hand, digitally, or a mix of the two. And I also don't have all of the time in the world, so I'm not sure that I will be able to update it regularly. And I'm uncertain if I have to add a warning that one must be 18 or older to read it, because there's no way in hell I plan on censoring it, and there may be parts that will turn the R rating (because of fuckity the fuck fuck, amoung other wonderful phrases) into a possible X rating.

I still have to look all of that stuff up, but I'm currently too lazy. I'm not feeling well at all, and when you're sick, you get really lazy. It can be expressed by the following mathmatical formula:

L = mass x height/ 7.3245

Indeed.

1 Comments:

Blogger Faye said...

:o Ye old code slave did a great job. You did a great job Raine.
xD

Oh oh oh. ♥ I LOVE ON YOU RAINE BECAUSE I LOVE THE RP and you're so cool ♥

Varus. Yeah.

I'm glad you're excited though, Rosiel. About the RP I mean. Because I so am. And I don't want to be the only one xD <3 This RP is my god right now. I have a tab always open to check it now and then. Your idea to do this rocked. Thanks for it ;)

11:28 PM  

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